2 weeks ago, I was required to write an essay based on personal recount. I had been trying to recall a recount that I could write easily. However, eventually I had chosen a recount that really hurt. As I was writing, I could still feel the pain at point that had taken placed. Will Time really heal the wound? My answer is definite NO.
People always say let's the time heal the wound. Perhaps, the reason for this is that as time goes, as long as you do not expose the wound, you are not hurt. However, when the time comes that the wound needs to be exposed, the pain is still there. Whether it is still as hurt as before, maybe not, but the pain is definitely still there. Believe me.
I did tried very hard to forget the existence of the wound but i just failed to do so. The wound is still with me till the day I leave. Perhaps, I am too negative and gray.
Just like friendship, this is also something that I do not trust and believe as I grow older and older. There was once I scrolled my mobile contacts, and realized that no one I could share exclude my family contacts. Perhaps, my life has been too dull and isolated.
There was once a thought strike me, if I would be depart from this world suddenly, who will grieve for me? My answer was beside my family, I could not think of any other. Haha... am I very pitiful? Well, I was fine with that.
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